You have chosen, through this aspect, perhaps your greatest challenge for achieving either great healing or great hurt!
By choosing a time of birth when these two planets were in an inharmonious pattern with each other in the zodiac, you brought with you into this experience the challenging sides of your betweenlife experiences in Venus, realm of creativity, beauty and love, and Saturn, the dimension of deep change, self-purging and remolding. Because your soul flight paths from Venus and Saturn were thus at odds with each other, as a soul re-entering the earth plane, you read from and have since acted upon the debit side of your spiritual record.
In other words, you are inclined to attract associations from previous lives which are the karmic source of relationship challenges you face this lifetime as well as difficulties in loving and appreciating yourself. These past disappointments in love and disillusionment with marriage are being brought back to you for a proper hearing and, hopefully, a permanent healing.
Since self-healing must be preceded by self-knowledge, recognize your tendency toward separateness and self-centeredness, both of which hurt those you love and those who would love you, were you to let them.
Your soul journeys in the spheres of Venus and Saturn between death and rebirth inclines you to hold yourself aloof from other people, their thoughts and their opinions, because what suits you is usually quite self-sufficient. What relationships you have tend to be rather intense, unless you balance yourself through spiritualizing your emotions.
You are doubtful at times of the sincerity of others who try to proclaim their affections for you or who try to get close to you. At other times, this intensity may manifest as jealousy when there is reason to suspect infidelity.
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