French Movie - Breathless

made in 1960's. a love story, but weird, ironic, strange, funny way.

a thief fallen love with an american girl. she is a journalist. he killed a cop, steals cars, attack people to steal money, to see the girl.

the girl is not sure she loves him yet. he ask her to sleep with her. she keep talking about her job, her favorite book, another guy (but just friend)..etc..whatever she said, he just asked for sleep with him..there is a long scene in the girl's room. they keep chatting chatting nonsense like that.

the french police finally found her, knowing she is going out with him.

she shows more interest in him now. steal cars, run away with him, meet some of his outlaw friends..then she turn him in.

she told him, she was not sure if she loved him or not. so if she can turned him in, that means she doesn't love him.

he said she is stupid. she made him puke. but he didn't want to run away. he want to stay with her.

then police came. he still refused run away even tho his friend gave him the money and car.

he got shot by the police. he stumblely ran about 200 yard, then fell.

police and the girl are surround him. he said the girl made her puke. made faces like they did playfully in the her's apt, then died.

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forget to write down that look on that girl's face. it flashes in my memory a few times..

her eyes gradually swirled with some sort of darkness, deeper and deeper, on her emotionless face. this was the last scene of this movie.

yale open course-philosophy

DEATH.

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ok..listen to the lecture to this point..i start to believe philosophy (western) arguments don't make much sense, but very sensible, valuable.

rather than leading a way to a thought, it is more like to give you as much as possible confusion, complication, but at the same time, it tells you a way of systematically logically thinking, then you learn how to question, to think, to draw your own conclusion, to however further ends that you can possibly reach in your own intelligence...

is that good? good, and not necessarily be good.
i should learn to write nn essay.

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what's live..do we survive death..duelist (body and soul)..how to define live..and death..

the person just is the soul

as long as the soul exists, i exists.

are soul and body distinct?

does the soul survive of the destruction of body?

no grantee that the soul survive after the body.

maybe s1 to sn results the destruction of my soul

does the soul die after our death? does it survive forever? am i immortal?

the immortality of the soul.

dualism

is body 1 to body n,..the process of destruction of body...somehow causes the destruction of soul1 to soul n, the process of death of soul?

where the soul located?

we are where our bodies are , might be an illusion.

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watched a french movie

in embassy of france.

a movie about wedding. haven't seen European movies for a long while..don't remember which is the last one...in the loop?

Graffiti Area

to be seen

zeller schwarze katz

just to write it down, so i can remember this wine name.

The Sore Feet Song Lyric

From "Mushishi"

by Ally Kerr

I walked ten thousand miles, ten thousand miles to see you,
And every gasp of breath i grabbed at just to find you,
I climbed up every hills to get, to you,
I wondered ancient lands to hold, just you.

And every single step of the way, of pain,
Every single night and day,
I searched for you.
Through sandstorms and hazy dawns i reached for you.

I stole ten thousand pounds, ten thousand pounds to see you,
I robbed convenient stores coz i thought they'd make it easier.
I lived off rats and toads, and i starved for you.
I fought off giants bears and i killed them too.

And every single step of the way, of pain,
Every single night and day,
I searched for you.
Through sandstorms and hazy dawns i reached for you.
I'm tired and i'm weak, but i'm strong for you.
I wanna go home, but my love gets me through.

dream

nothing measurable, but a state of mind.