reading something interesting

i actually wanna translate it... it would be fun, and it answers some of my questions. such as why those things happened those ways when i involve. it would be fun.

i was always living on my instinct and feeling and heart of all these years, not really interested in the worldly world, never like to look at it, involve into it. it was good enough for just surviving, as long as i can enjoy many many things and creations from beautiful minds of human. only deep emotions can move me..

i think i lived as an Aquarius. only as a cappy when i am at work...

somehow i never think there should have a wake up call at all. yet i was not that convinced...now i think i have got it...in a beautiful, sad and costly way..i cost my love to learn that it is time for myself to change.. not saying i am gonna change who i am, not even a compromise, but to give the outside life a balanced attention...a mature reborn is on that way. i can feel the mode switch happening inside of me. it is beautiful and it is strong. i am gonna love it.

Moon in Aqurarius

"moon in Aqurarius brings this person a yearning of being alone. deep thinking, fighting and conflicts in heart and in heart only, an attitude of unwillingness of involving with others. they see too many social activities as vulgarly torture. only being themselves and being at home gives them peace"

"月亮落水瓶，带来的是一种不愿与人群靠近的孤独心。永远想要在内心深处金戈铁马，不与人群的态度，令月亮水瓶觉得太多应酬与交际都是俗不可耐地煎熬，而待在家里做真实的自己才是真正快乐的事情。"
　　

Venus in Aquarius

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Palm Tree

went to grocery store just for maybe some flowers. ended up with taking a big palm tree back home.

it looks so big in my place. once again, having a place all for myself is great.

looking around the room, one question rises. i don't think i love nature, why i keep buying green plants all the time. interesting.

i want to grow fresh flowers tho. especially peony. imagine big peony flower all the time in the garden, or in the room. must be wonderful.

good mood

in a good mood for working today. odd.