Wednesday, December 28, 2011

欧林与达本-关于预言


让我们谈一下一些关于未来的预言。到达地球层面的光的能量正在加强,地球正在改变 它的磁场,而你们正处于一个增多的地球活动时期,这些预言都是真的。

达本和我并没看到全球范围的地球大变动

你们已经经历过的气候模式,如飓风、洪水、干旱、火山爆发和地震等,很有可能仍会 继续。我们看见地球活动的增多,以及未来10或20年某些地区持续的剧烈气候变化。而随之而来的是相对平和的地球活动周期。

当两极发生转移时,在物理层几乎感觉不到。它将打开进入更高密度的大门。你们将能 够留在爱的更高状态里并且更容易和经常地流动,因为它将人类指向灵性、指向神圣自我,并远离基于物质的意识。它会逐渐减少物质世界的拉力,并加强你与灵性 世界的连接。随着此新方向,更多的人会转向光。

许多预言都是一千多年前所作的。就算是近期的预言,也没有预见到正在发生的人类最 近和迅速的灵性觉醒。人类所做的意识转变以及诸如全球和平冥想的活动,都转变了地球以更温和的方式进行变化——你们正在经历的,而不是大规模灾难。

记住,地球本身是一个活体,正与许多光之存在合作,帮助星球上的所有生命进入更高 的意识而无需死亡——包括人类和所有王国。

已开悟的存在、大师们和光之存在已经与人类一起努力去协助加快灵性觉醒。此结果已 经超过曾经的预想。你们许多人正在习惯性地到达觉醒层次,这层次在过去只有极少数高级进化的人类才能获得。逐渐增加的爱的振动正在修改将要到来的地球变化 方式。

盘旋在人类之上的其中一个突出的思维模式是:文明的终结就在不远处。你们可以在关 于2012年的预言里看到这种观点。我们没有看到文明终结。当能量在2012年到来时所发生的事件,将打开进入更高意识状态的大门。


2012年后,我们看见对于地球变化的恐惧,不再控制人们的想法和对未来的想象。 将会有更多的肯定人类将继续存在,而人们逐渐认识到解决人类问题只能靠自己。人类不会因某些大灾难或外部事件就被“免除”自身 对改变自己生存条件的责任。


地球变化已经早就进行。地球振动的频率正在增加。

人类将要面对的许多问题会把人类聚集到一起解决问题,创造群体意识和群体的爱,并 建立协作和慈悲。虽然表面看来进展是缓慢的,然而人类正在进行着由个体的、分离的意识到全一的初始状态的过渡。

这些光使得灵性世界在你们的密度里更加强烈地出现,并改变物质世界的属性。你们的 物质世界正在消溶和变化。那些不能保留光的事物将离开,而那些能够保留光的形式、关系和结构将兴旺成长。

放开对未来的恐惧并集中精力到自己和人类的正面想象去。

通过保持对未来的人类正面想象,你就对人类创造了一个有价值的贡献。将来的这些年 里,会有具有挑战性的时刻和快乐的时光,还有比困难时刻多得多的好时光。现在瞧一瞧你的生活,并承认它有多好,就算它有挑战。当你对准那些正在进来的光的 能量时,你的生活就能变得更美好和更愉悦。

你现在能对人类作出的贡献之一就是放开你对未来的所有恐惧,并集中精力到人类的正面想象去。在变化之中,也有许多次的快乐、爱、以及新层次自信与勇气的体验。

我们把即将到来的时刻看作是机会,是移进你灵魂振动并了解更多它的勇气、力量、 爱、意志和光的机会。当更高级的能量进入地球层面时,转化会越来越迅速地发生。来自天狼星、大熊星、北极星和昂宿星的能量正在激活你的细胞结构和内在光模 式。密度之间的帷幕变得越来越薄,记起你是谁以及你为什么在这里会更容易,将会有更多的群体工作、连结和全一。

你可以通过着眼于你的生活而与这些能量对齐。哪些是你曾经容忍过而又想改变的?就 从放开“不想事物改变”的联接开始吧。拥抱新事物!提出更高级的模式、新的习惯、关系和生命中积极的改变。决定不再放弃你的力量、不再成为受害者、或感到 你必须接受某些生活状况只因没有选择。连接你的灵魂和神圣自我。汲取力量和勇气去改变那些你一直很想做的改变。决定去运作你的生命并采取必要的行动。然 后,当能量变得越来越强烈的时候,你将会发现它们会把你提升得更高而且以崭新和美妙的方式扩展你的生活。

大规模觉醒


问者:你提到过很快这个星球上会发生【大规模的觉 醒】,你能给我们详细说说吗?谢谢

亲爱的地球兄弟姐妹们,要让这【大规模的觉醒】发生, 首先你们的一些旧思维方式要改正。为了帮助改变你们的思维方式,你们的行星将要经历人类 历史上最有启示意义的时刻之一。

【守护者】原本置于地球上的隔离罩任何时刻都可能被拿 掉,你们将能与你们的星际兄弟姐妹们【相聚】。你们将不再怀疑自己是这【一】的大家庭里的一员的真实 身份。当你随着这启示而开始体验到不再孤单的情绪,所有有关你的宇宙联系的事你都将很容易理解了,接着【觉醒】就发生了。

为了享受到这个【相聚】将带给你们的最大益处,大无惧 的状态是必需的。你们为超越所包围,那超越即是那【一】。他在你外部,同时在你的内部。他在你的意识里,但不在你的信条里。你必须持续地清除你们 脑子里那些产生任何信仰系统的东西。信仰系统不是基于你自己的经验;因而它们不制造觉知膨胀。尽管你也许会不忍,但除掉它们是值得的。

负面实体只能存在或运行于一个低频率的实相里。 在你们存在的界里这对应着是恐惧的振动。恐惧只是光的缺失。如果你们朝向【爱之创造原则】来提高频率,并且在心里紧握着那超越维度的意识的话,所 有的恐惧都将从你的实相里消失,负面实体也同时会消失。

你们之所以在这大转变时期来到地球 是因为你们投生前的志愿如此。没有事是偶然的,你们在这里在此刻都是有原因的。你们可能在意识层面不知道这因是什么,但是我可以保证你们是与这【宇宙计划】相协调的。假以时日你们终将看到这个计划怎样展开。到那时,请紧握你们的光,没有牵绊地自由撒播你的爱至【集体意识】,这建立起一个能量流它将持续地 提高【集体意识】的振动频率。一旦能量流运转起来,它将不会停下。

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Twin souls do exist and they literally are what the word implies


Twin souls do exist and they literally are what the word implies: they are twins. They are souls with the same “feeling tone” or vibration, or you could say with the same birthing time, as is the case with biological twins. The particular time of birth, this unique moment in time and place, makes for a uniquely charged feeling tone inside the souls that come to life. They are not dependent upon each other in any way. They are neither male nor female. But they are certainly tuned into each other as kindred spirits.

What is the reason for the creation of twin souls? Why do they exist? You often think that the raison d’être for something is the learning process it effects. But this is not the case with twin souls. The reason for the existence of twin souls is not to learn something. The aim is simply joy and creativity. Twin souls have no function within duality. You will meet your twin soul when you are transcending duality, when you identify yourself again with the God inside yourself who is whole and undivided and who is able to take any form or appearance. Twin souls meet again on their journey back home.

The moment you leave the state of oneness and become an individual, you enter duality. Suddenly there is dark and light, great and small, sick and healthy, etc. Reality is split. You have no frame of reference anymore for who you really are. At first you took your identity from “being-part-of-a-whole.” Now you are a single part torn loose from the whole. But without your conscious knowing, someone accompanies you who is equal to you, who resembles you as closely as anything could. You took up “the same space” in the blanket of oneness, so near to each other that you didn’t know you were two until you were born. What connects the two of you is something beyond duality, something that antedates the history of duality. This is hard to put into words properly, because it defies your usual definitions of identity in which you are either one or two and cannot be both at the same time.

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this is cute.

The Secret World of Arrietty


借物少女艾莉緹
The Borrower Arrietty
宮崎駿

一位名叫翔的少年因心臟病情的關係,被帶來到郊外小屋裡療養,來到小屋時他偶然在草堆中看見一個約10公分左右的女性小矮人。那群居住在屋子下的小矮人們;為了求生存都得在趁人類不注意的情況下、偷偷取走一些人類的日常用品,而他們皆稱呼這種行為即「借物」。之後那名被翔發現的女性小矮人「艾莉緹」得知自己被偷看時相當驚恐,但隨後得知翔是沒有惡意的人類後,便慢慢試著跟翔接觸,並與他展開了一段小小的友情。

The story takes place in 2010 in Koganei, western Tokyo and like the novel revolves around a group of "tiny people" who are 10 cm tall and live under the floorboards of a typical human household.
A boy named Shō arrives at the house his mother lived in as a child, to live with his great aunt Sadako. When Shō leaves the car, he sees a cat trying to attack something in the bushes, but the cat leaves after being attacked by a crow. Shō goes to see what the cat was trying to attack. He then sees a Borrower named Arrietty.
That night Arrietty's father Pod takes Arrietty above the floorboards to show her how he gets sugar. Their first stop is the kitchen, then they walk within a wall to reach a dollhouse in Shō's bedroom, to get tissue. Before Arrietty and Pod can leave, Arrietty notices Shō is awake, and accidentally drops the sugar cube they got. Shō tells them not to be afraid of him.
The next day, Shō leaves the dropped sugar cube beside an underground air vent where he first saw Arrietty, but Arrietty's mother Homily warns them not to take it because their existence must be kept secret from humans. Still, Arrietty sneaks out to visit Shō in his bedroom, and the two become friends. On her return, Arrietty is intercepted by her father. Pod and Homily realize they have been discovered, and decide the family must move out of the house.
Shō learns from Sadako that his ancestors have seen Borrowers in this house, and they had the dollhouse made especially for the Borrowers, with working electric lights and ovens. However, the Borrowers had not been seen since, and the dollhouse stayed in Shō's room. Shō uncovers the floorboards above the Borrower household, uproots their kitchen and replaces it with the kitchen from the dollhouse.
Pod returns injured from a borrowing mission, helped by Spiller, a Borrower boy he met on the way. Spiller suggests some places the Borrowers can move to, and, after he recovers, Pod goes to check them out. Arrietty goes to say goodbye to Shō. During their subsequent conversation Shō theorises that the Borrowers are becoming extinct, which hurts Arrietty. Apologising, Sho reveals he has had a heart condition since birth, and will have an operation in a few days. The operation does not have a good chance of success.
Meanwhile Haru, Sadako's maid, notices the floorboards have been disturbed. While Sadako is out, Haru locks Shō in his room, unearths the Borrowers' house and puts Homily in a jar in the kitchen. Haru calls a pest removal company to smoke out the Borrowers and bring them to her alive. When Arrietty returns to find Homily missing and their house disturbed, she goes to Shō for help. Arrietty helps Shō break out of his locked room, Shō then carries Arrietty to the kitchen and distracts Haru while Arrietty rescues Homily. Sadako returns soon after the pest removal company comes, and tells them to leave. Haru tries to prove to Sadako the Borrowers really exist, but Homily has escaped, and there is nothing below the floorboards: The Borrowers have already set off on their move, and Shō has destroyed the remains.
The Borrowers stop for dinner during their move, and Shō's cat spots Arrietty. The cat brings Shō to Arrietty. He gives her a sugar cube as a parting gift, and tells her the Borrowers' fight for survival has given him hope to live through the operation, which will happen in two days' time. In return, Arrietty gives Shō her hairclip. The Borrowers then go into a teapot, which Spiller steers down a river.

Monday, December 5, 2011

Changing

I am changing my style now. recently, an urge grows in my mind..i waaaaaaaaaaaaaant long skirts....many kind of long skirts, very feminine type of skirt and sweaters..

最近突然有改变形象的欲望,想要长裙。之前都是短裙来的,现在很想要很想要很想要长——————————————————裙!!

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Who's Loving You


When I had you
I treated you bad
And wrong my dear
And girl since,
Since you been away
Dontcha know
I sit around
with my head hangin' down
And I wonder
Who's lovin you

I, I, I, I should have never ever
Ever made you cry
And girl since
Since you been gone
Dontcha know
I sit around
with my head hangin' down
And I wonder
Who's lovin you

Life without love
Is oh so lonely
I dont think
I dont think
I'm gonna make it
All my life
All my life, yeah
belongs to you only
Come on and take it girl
Come on and take it!
Because,
All I can do
All I can do
Since you been gone is cry
And you, oooh
Dontcha know I
Sit around
With my head hangin down
And I wonder
Who's lovin' you
(Who's lovin you)
Who's lovin you...

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

崩溃中

【小说】告诉谷歌那混蛋...老子很喜欢他啊!

http://tieba.baidu.com/p/571717058?pn=1

真有爱,真和谐,世界大同真好

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Loquat

i want to eat lots of it....

枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷枇杷

Friday, November 11, 2011

11.11.11.11

2011.11.11 11:11



gateway.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

优游于空

在成长的历程,你将一再地经验空。在这种状态下,你可能觉得生活的改变非常快,不断出现新事物;或是你的根基动摇,不再有稳固的依靠。你可能心中隐隐感到变化,但是却看不到外在的改变。空不会让你的自我感觉舒适,因为自我喜欢确定与安全的感觉。

空在新旧交替之际发生,例如,当你最小的孩子离开家自立门户,或当你在失业的空档;可能在某个亲密的朋友离你而去,或是你要搬家之际。有时候让你觉得自己彷佛进入一个不明游戏规则的截然不同世界。

空是内心疑问的标记。你将发现自己会问一些深刻的问题,例如:「我如何更爱自己、更接纳自己?我可爱吗?我究竟是谁?我真的可以获得我想要的吗?我最喜爱做的是什么?」在这种不确定中,你或许会发觉自己对别人的态度变得更温和友善。你正提升自己的振动,超越旧有的习性与模式。

在空境,你的社交活动会减到最少。如果你一直处在丰富的人际关系中,你可能选择离群索居,或是淡出主要的人际关系。即使当你对伴侣更慈爱,你可能仍觉得自己与他或她越来越疏远。此时你可能不想与别人有亲密的肢体接触,以避免自己的灵光与别人的纠缠不清。你清除不属于自己的能量,净化自己,以提升振动。

你在人群中也许会感到孤单空虚,你可能想要更多的时间独处。即使是孤寂感这种独处的渴望,也反映你想连结大我的深切渴望。你的内在智慧十分明白与大我的联系无可取代。独处让你更加了解自己,这是一个探索自己的感觉与想法的时机,思考自己真正想从事的工作。当你开始自我了解、善待自己后,孤寂感会逐渐消退。

你的生理可能会产生变化,如过度疲惫或需要更长的睡眠。睡眠提供内在工作(inner work)的机会,因此你需要更多睡眠整合一切内在的改变。有些人担心自己活力的减退,却又不明其因。如果你不正视休息的需要,你可能发现自己「无故」生病而被迫休息。有些人创造背痛或其它不适而暂停工作,以便有休息与思考的时间。

有时候,在你提升振动的过程会经历一段混乱时期。空存在于新的尚未来到,旧的还没离去两者交织的状态。在你除旧布新前,难免会呈现混乱。

你的心情也许很矛盾。你可能觉得比平常有更多情绪起伏,或者对任何事都缺乏感觉。当你的内在活动更强烈时,心智的感受可能会改变。空是学习全新思考方式的时候,因此很难以过去的思考模式看待事情。有时你可能会思路不清,或是印象模糊,彷佛失去记忆。你可能会发现自己很难下决定,或明白自己的需求。然而你将有一段格外明晰的时期,崭新的洞见与想法源源不绝。你甚至可能记起早已遗忘的往事。

你在空境的想法可能异于平常,如同以新标准看待事情。彷佛你投射一道强光在生活上,以新观点看事情。你可能检视生命中的每件事物,决定它们的去留。你可能会感到一切都分崩离析,或者过去理所当然的事情也变得不确定。渴望自己达到新层面的意图将迫使你释放一些过去的事物。你在空看清自己的执着。空是一个检视自己人际关系、感受、态度,与价值观的时刻。除旧布新迎向生命的新阶段。

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空提供你一个重要的转折点。你有机会听到很深的内在讯息。此讯息会坚定你前往新方向的决心。在你更清楚自己的理想后,生活将会发生变动。你会更爱自己,内心明白自己已准备好开始创造理想的新生活。

起初,你可能只模糊感受到这个新决定,和隐约了解行动方向。当你采取第一步行动,下一步就会自然的到来。然后你会离开空,步上实践内在洞见的阶段。

宇宙完美的运作,任何事物发生变动,其背后必有更好的原因。当你准备好,作了重要的内在抉择后,你可以离开空。虽然空缺乏结构、明确,与具体方向,却可以协助你向前成长跃进。

当你离开空,你将发现自己希望再度与人联系,交游的方式或许会更广阔而新颖。你会更清楚自己的理想与目的。当你离开空,实现各种洞见时,你将会开始获得内在工作运作的正面成果。

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

将进酒



i used to recited the poem in my bed at night, when i was a teen.

小时候常常夜晚在被窝里背诵的。


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将进酒

作者: 李白
 
君不见,黄河之水天上来,奔流到海不复回。
君不见,高堂明镜悲白发,朝如青丝暮成雪。
人生得意须尽欢,莫使金樽空对月。
天生我材必有用,千金散尽还复来。
烹羊宰牛且为乐,会须一饮三百杯。
岑夫子,丹丘生,将进酒,君莫停。
与君歌一曲,请君为我侧耳听。
钟鼓馔玉不足贵,但愿长醉不复醒。
古来圣贤皆寂寞,惟有饮者留其名。
陈王昔时宴平乐,斗酒十千恣欢谑。
主人何为言少钱,径须沽取对君酌。
五花马,千金裘,
呼儿将出换美酒,与尔同销万古愁。

Invitation To Wine
Li Bai
Do you not see the Yellow River come from the sky,
Rushing into the sea and ne'er come back?
Do you not see the mirror bright in chamber high
Grieve o'er your snow-white hair that once was silken back?
When hopes are won, oh, drink your fill in high delight
And never leave your wine cup empty in moonlight!
Heaven has made us talents; we're not made in vain.
A thousand gold coins spent, more will turn up again.
Kill a cow, cook a sheep and let us merry be,
And drink three hundred cupfuls of wine in high glee!
Dear friends of mine,
Cheer up, cheer up!
I invite you to wine.
Do not put down your cup!
I will sing you a song, please hear,
O hear! Lend me a willing ear!
What difference will rare and costly dishes make?
I want only to get drunk and ne'er to wake.
How many great men were forgotten through the ages?
Great drinkers are better known than sober sages.
The Prince of Poets* feasted in his palace at will,
Drank wine at ten thousand coins a cask and laughed his fill.
A host should not complain of money he is short;
To drink together we'd sell things of any sort.
The fur coat worth a thousand coins of gold
And flower-dappled horse may both be sold
To buy good wine that we may drown the woes age-old

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Orin books

你做到了精确,你就在形成原素。在任何大跃进里,原素即你所追求的成长,而我建议你拿任何你曾要求的东西来,自问:「它的原素是什么?」如果你看看你曾试想创造的东西,你将明白,你总是得到你所要求的每件东西的原素。


在心智和灵魂之间有些协议。其一是,心智将寻找让成长在其间发生的明确的范围。同时,灵魂扩大心智所有的那画面和选择。心智可以对灵魂的机会付诸行动或否。因此在灵魂和心智之间有经常的相互作用,就如在心和身之间有一个共舞。心智创造了它想要的形象,把资料送去给身体。身体可以接受而实施心智所给予的引导,它也可以选择不做。

Friday, October 21, 2011

幽游白书 Yu Yu Hakusho

watching again. forgot many parts already.

i like the Wording Game. brilliant idea.

a sure thing

There is nothing like the feeling of a sure thing. The sure thing is the only thing that truly can be trusted. How do I know? How will you know when it stares you in the face? There is still fear in the legs. But the truth comes spilling out. The sure thing is here. Either one will be sure it is right or sure it is wrong.

stay in the moment

The best one can do is stay in the moment. Too much of what's going on has to do with getting too far ahead of oneself. Any plans that are in place are always subject to change. The reason you're nuts to be projecting too far into the future is because anything can happen.

Funnily enough we often eventually end up mastering the thing that we fear the most, and discover it's the answer to long-term happiness.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

surrender

To the universe's perfectioness. Stop efforting.


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self-esteem: is to protect one's own deepest truth, to know one's own most inner feelings.

self respect: is to pay attention to inside of one's own heart. No need to tell people why to choose to do something and with what reasons. No need to prove to others your own value system. The heart is effective and correct, no need to analyze and question it.


自尊是指维护你最深的真理,知道你内心最深的感觉。它不是让人主宰,而是要让你自己主宰自己的感觉。

自重是指注意你自己的感觉如何。你不需要告诉别人你为什么选择做某些事的理由。你不需要向别人证明你自己的价值。你的感觉是有效力而正确的,不需要去分析和质问它。

Monday, October 17, 2011

This Cycle

starting from two year ago,a metamorphosis in the understanding and philosophy of life, the beliefs, and the faith become the theme. Many critical tests of the faith and in-depth examinations of my basic assumptions about the nature and meaning of life are on the agenda. Any poorly thought-out or immature beliefs and attitudes is to be eliminated .The root causes, the underlying or hidden reasons for things, the mysteries of life and death concern me greatly now.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Sleep is the top one priority





national arboretum



visit there almost every fall.
this weekend is perfect for a trip to the national arboretum.
...
anyway, saw something scary and ridiculous..KOI..Cyprinus carpio......hundreds of fat, huge, greedy, hungry, competitive, crowed Koi in that pond...it is really disgusting...

in old times, in scholar's pond, people put 3-5 Koi in the pond, enjoy their color and shape, write poems, make fairy stories for them....now i am seeing them fight for food like flies or pigs. and so many of them, hundreds and hundreds in one pond..

it is JUST disgusting.

Friday, October 14, 2011

Orin books

你们可能感觉到地球的能量有一个改变。你们中那些肯仰望而找到你们的梦想的人,将发现你们的生活甚至更加速了。

它也许带给你一个重要的联系,或帮助你发展新的特质和个性。你也许在那份新工作里服务、帮助了很多人。

你往往会制造问题,来启动一个新的行为模式,而演进你一部份的自己。

现在你已然达到存在的新层面,也许你可能很容易的就会怀着抱憾来回顾往事。你也许也想到你其实可以用更多更高更充满爱的方式来处理一些事。然而,正是这些事情使你成长,所以现在的你能够看出一个更好的行为方式。有些教训可能比另一些更痛苦,但都视你是不是很愿意面对它们而定。

大多数人的情绪体要比他们的灵性或精神体年轻得多,而也是最沈湎于浓密能量中的。这个国家中的人其情感层面大多在演进,但仍很年轻。目前流行的恐惧和悲观的信念系统,对其演进并无帮助。

Corporate Responsibility and Sustainability News: Virgin Atlantic Airways to Use Industrial Waste as Jet Fuel

Corporate Responsibility and Sustainability News: Virgin Atlantic Airways to Use Industrial Waste as Jet Fuel

Thursday, October 13, 2011

mom's regrettable thing


parents said the most regrettable thing they have ever done is allowing me come to USA, agreeing me to stay here.

mom earn 20 times than i do even after retirement...have a happy work team of thousands people...travel for work and fun all the time..working while really enjoy with what she do, her team mates, her passion...young people love her...she receives mother's day greeting all day...she doesn't understand why i want to be in US. she said green card is non sense (which is true). she said being lazy is my truth..(which is true). i don't enjoy change, or move around..or move back..too much trouble...just want to stay down and lay down.......(if i go back,i want try to be a village chief; or some job in charitable education;......with high speed internet...i don't want to work for anything. i like to work..to have a projects to handle...to deal with hard situations, and change it to good situation..i can work more...but not for anything...i want work more, only if for a certain someone.. )


it is my fate. away from homeland is my fate.
i know this when i was at young age.

i don't know why it had being arranged this way;
maybe it had being arranged before i born.
for quite a while, i thought i knew why. now i don't know any more.

but, i still know it is my fate, be far away from home, to live in an far away country, to fulfill my destiny and purpose of experience this life.

i like it. i like the way it is.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

This is the weather I love the most


walking to work this morning...

Autumn is serene.

the wind, the leaves, the temperature...
have no word to describe how much i loved this morning's weather.
it can be sampled in a frame, kept as a standard for a perfect autumn morning.

Because

because we want to believe we are responsible for others;
because we tend to believe others need us;
because we choose to believe we are slaved by certain situations.

no..nobody needs anybody..for spiritual path.
and people are all free.
we answer to our own quest for this life at free will.
every one shall go figure out what's his own cross to carry, then work thru it as much as possible.
try not to spend another life on the same topic over and over again.


still looking for more answers, higher purpose..more of the myth need to reveal..

CHE!

i ran out of TP. unexpected.

i note it here. unexpected.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Who are you?


"So, Dave...
...tell us about yourself.
Who are you?

Well, I am an executive assistant...
...at a major pet products company.

I don't want you to tell us what you do.
I want you to tell us who you are.

All right.
I'm a pretty good guy.
I like playing tennis on occasion...

Also, not your hobbies, Dave, just simple:
Tell us who you are.

I just...
Maybe you could give me an example of what a good answer would be.
What did you say?

You want Lou to tell you who you are?

No, I just...
I'm a nice, easygoing man.
I might be a little bit
indecisive at times.

Dave, you're describing
your personality.

I want to know...
-...who you are.

-What the hell do you want me to say?
I mean, I'm sorry. I just...
I want to answer your question.
I'm just not doing it right, I guess.

I think we're getting a picture, Dave.
-Let's move on."


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i don't know how i would answer this simple question either.
actually, i cannot imagine anyone can answer this question correctly.

think about it, isn't it too odd that this is one particular difficult question to answer?

every way of describing who you are already has another well-defined question for it.

then, who you are? what's the only answer for this question.
what's the answer that respond to this question only?

people would agree that they are who their soul are.

but they are not.

they are combination of personalities, identities, memories, egos, their astrology signs (sun sign, moom, venus etc..) their past and their future, their ways, their beings, their hearts, their thoughts, their efforts, their dreams, their dark and bright sides...but not the soul.

their soul are much higher, larger, prettier.

if they don't love like their soul do, then they are not who their soul are.

then, who are they?
who are you?
who am i?
Please don't answer it.

Orin books

欧林的书。

more to come.

a wish

...been held for a while.

---i want my son to be born---

For The Record.

---when i was young, it came to my mind.. some day i will have three sons. i will raise them up. someday they can grow into decent good men---

i was in China. i can supposedly only have one child.

---now, i still want my son to be born---one is good.

three..maybe if i can survive the first birth.

實相


"目前所發生的一切事件,都是你自己心識所創化出來的「實相」。

「實相」本身的定義就是看起來真的很真實。因此所有的事情看起來都是如此的真實,感情、事業、身體、物質、生活的一切都如此的真實。而這些實相卻都是我們自己創化給自己看,同時也是考驗自己的最佳方法。

在我們的四週充滿了生命的實相,一朵花、一顆樹、一座山、一個物件、一個生命體,每一種存在都能讓你得見,聽得到,而這一切的存在卻都是源自於「我存在」,因為「我」存在故一切都存在每一種存在都端看你自己的覺知,每一種覺知不都証明了心創萬物,萬法唯識的觀念,但因為我們都貫用二元對立的思惟去觀照彼此,因此才創化了宇宙萬有的存在,而這些二元對立的存在體正是所謂的「實相」,因此「實相」存在的事業就是因你自己的心識所需而呈現的投射現象罷了。是故絕不能迷惑於外在投射的「實相」找出實相投射的源頭「心識」內觀自己的心,觀照每一個起心動念自然就會了解目前所創化的實相目的為何了。"

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now i am thinking, if i didn't get into acg realm after graduation, i might have already evolved into another dimension....suddenly remember...that i have read tons of these in college..

Monday, October 10, 2011

past lives

want to remember everything happened..this life, past life, past lives, future lives..between lives..time don't really exist..want to remember everything that a soul body would remember in every dimension....

had strange dreams..feel like past lives..they told me why, where my fear came from...i want to know more.. tell me what do i need to know, and more of it.
in this world, things don't happen by chance..that's the beauty of it.
why and what's it..and...what's the ultimate secret i should remember?

Birds tweet, autumn leaves crackle under foot and i know that i can only be who i am.

Sunflower

like..

they head toward the blue sky..full of the joy of life.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

trees in bloom



i..really like blooming trees..sakura..wisteria..pear tree..peach tree..apple tree...almond tree...crabapple tree...

if i have a house and a yard..i will plant many trees that can bloom in different seasons.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

not sure

i'm not sure i want to stay

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Uncertainty Principle


we can know the path an electron takes as it moves through a space,
or we can know where it is at a given instant,
but we cannot know both.

What this means in practice is that you can never predict where an electron will be at any given moment.

You can only list its probability of being there.

In a sense, an electron doesn’t exist until it is observed.

Or, put slightly differently, until it is observed an electron must be regarded as being “at once everywhere and nowhere."


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also fascinating.

these make you wonder, what's human, what's love, what's everything..
are human as substantial as they looks like?
could feelings have a shape?

Exclusion Principle


the subatomic particles in certain pairs, even when separated by the most considerable distances, can each instantly “know” what the other is doing.

Particles have a quality known as spin and, according to quantum theory, the moment you determine the spin of one particle, its sister particle, no matter how distant away, will immediately begin spinning in the opposite direction and at the same rate.


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fascinating.

BOOK

Brought a book - annoying cover, cheesy name, great content.




found a cute emoticon
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(。◕‿◕。 )

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Spirited Away


千と千尋の神隠し by Miyazaki Hayao.

watched again.

神隠:hidden by gods

Miyazaki Hayao..seriously..i don't think anyone else in our life time will ever overstep where he has achieved...filmmaker wise.

every film has such strong power of purification. it is so easy to return to the origin just following along with the notes..if one movie could change the world, it gonna to be one of Moyazaki's works.

consciousness

你在两个身分之间来回摆荡,时而意识清明,与宇宙共同知觉融成一体,时而退回到旧有的思维模式中,陷身在当前的文化迷思里。游移在两极之问,

你的永恒天性,比你据以界定自我的传统时间观念,更加浩瀚辽阔。把全副身心从自我观念的牢笼中释放出来,让我们一如以往,重新融合为一体的生命。让当前这一刻的知觉,无拘无束,流淌在你的思维之问。


we swing back and forth between the two identities, sometimes our conscious is clear, blended into common perception of the universe; sometimes we retreat back to the old mode of thinking, caught up in the current cultural confusions.

滑头鬼之孙


第二部。千年魔京。

还可以。

可是,有这么多妖怪,应该更有趣一点才对。

Wolves



brought calendar for 2012.

Wolf..is actually my most favorite...no...my most respect creature...

they have high frequency of soul than human does.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

have wondered...

I must have wondered too many times why I was going back and forth, up and down, so repetitively, struggling with all forces, struggling with my own, not really understanding the purpose of all the difficulties. Maybe someday the truth of it all will begin to reveal. Everything should have a purpose, even the most uncomfortable of situations.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

网上评选

网上中国评出十大优秀中国人:
别人的老婆
别人的老公
别人的孩子
别人的老爸
别人的员工
。。。。

Saturday, September 24, 2011

never stop asking

never stop asking: who are you

u r someone else in this life;
but if u r someone else;
how could i recognize u?

i am already here;
where r u looking at?

从没停止追问:
你是谁?

此生你已是别人。
若真是别人,
又岂会认得。

你的眼眸,
在看什么?

coffin

说到棺材啊,我想,1000块钱买个棺材能住好久呐.

let's talk about coffin....if we buy $1000 coffin to live in, it can last a very long time...$1000 cannot buy a tiny wood house...

RG Veda


聖伝-RG VEDA-

帝释天:我想要的,已经永远无法得到。在没有所爱的人的世界,一个活着是件非常痛苦的事。
Taishakuten: Living alone without your loved one is extremely painful.

When Taishakuten's enemy, Soma tried to revive Kendappa-ō (Soma's love) with her blood, which can give immortality to one person, Taishakuten stopped her; and said such.

Only those who knows Taishakuten's story would know how painful he was when saying this and stopped Soma unmercifully.

His words engraved in my memory, never vanish.




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Taishakuten is the villain in RG Veda. In Vedic Mythology and religion Taishakuten is a deity is known in Sanskrit as Indra, or Sakra.

A strong-minded man and a fearsome warrior who gained the title of "thunder god", he is in love with Ashura-ō and "will do anything to get what I want." Therefore, Taishakuten made a deal with Ashura-ō: he could have the Ashura king, but had to fulfill his wish of preventing Ashura's son from becoming a God of Destruction. This leads to the painful act of him eating Ashura-ō later, as Ashura-ō said this is the only way for him to have strength to rebel against the Emperor. Taishakuten then successfully killed the Emperor and got the title himself, becoming a tyrant just to fulfill one wish of the man he loved. According to Taishakuten, living alone without your loved one is extremely painful, as he had always suffered being without Ashura-ō.

Friday, September 23, 2011

It is existential

the 8th segment of transformation; she is now in the point of no return.

the groups of frequencies present in your plane of existence are being regrouped.

many signs of division and regrouping manifesting in your reality.

at the same time you will be witnessing the absolute opposite.

This change is neither positive nor negative. It is existential.This is a natural step in the mass-ascension process.

Existence consists only of vibrations, and when the vibrations that builds the world change, the whole reality changes accordingly.

Once we understand this, we can start helping others to see the responsibility they have at this crucial point in human history.

This requires a transformation of your being, a conscious attitudinal shift from your side.

From HPSS

-He reminds me of a very young child, unable to understand why a broken toy must remain broken.

-If he lost that attitude, he would truly be lost.

-Surviving is not a betrayal.

-Something doesn't have to make sense to be fun, some of the most enjoyable thing are actually rather ridiculous.

Chrysanthemum

not my favorite flower, but, they look crazily good in any type of vase. what an odd thing...

Thursday, September 22, 2011

A Cat who lived a million lives-Story by Yōko Sano

佐野 洋子(さの ようこ、Yōko Sano) (1938.6.28 - 2010.11.5.)
Japanese Writer

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A Cat who lived a million lives



There is a cat who had lived a million lives;
He died a million times; and re-born a million times.
He had a distinctive coat like a tiger; he is a very impressive cat.
A million people had loved him; and cried for him when he died;
But this cat had never shed one drop of tears.





Once, he was King's cat. He didn't like the King.
The King was at war all the time.
He put the cat in a special made basket; took the at to the wars.
One day, the cat was shot by a flying arrow.
The king held the cat, crying in the battle field.
King had no mood for the war any more;
he returned to the castle, buried the cat in the garden.





Once, the cat was raised by a sailor. He didn't like the sea.
Sailor had traveled around the world with the cat.
One day the cat fell into the water from the ship.
The Cat couldn't swim and he drowned.
The sailors hold the cat's wet body in his arms, cried out aloud.
He buried the Cat in a city park far away from the sea.






Once, the cat was raised by a circus magician. He didn't like circus.
The magician put the cat into a box every day, then cut the box in half with a saw. When he took the unharmed cat out of the box, the audience applauded.
One day, the magician accidentally cut the cat in half.
The magician holding the cat's in his both hands, burst into tears.
The cat was buried in the circus's backyard.






Once, the Cat was raised by a thief. He didn't like the thief.
The thief always took the cat with him.
They walked in the streets in the nights.
The thief walk like a cat.
The thief broke in the families with dog.
When dog barking toward the cat, he took advantage to open the family's vault.
One day, the cat was killed by a dog.
The thief holding the diamonds and the dead cat, walking in the dark street, cried.
The cat was buried in the thief's small yard.





Once, the cat was raised by a lonely old woman.
He didn't like the old lady.
The old lady holding a cat, looking out a small window, sit all day.
The cat laid on the old lady's lap all day, sleeping and napping.
Finally, the cats got older and older, then died.
The wrinkled old lady holding the wrinkled old cat in her arms, cried all day.
The Cat was buried under an old tree in the yard.




Once, the cat was raised by a little girl. He didn't like the little girl.
The little girl always carried the cat on her back,
or hold the cat tightly when she slept.
When the little girl cried, she cried over the cat's back.
One day, the little girl carried the cat on her back again.
The strap wrapped around the cat's neck accidentally.
The cat was strangled to death.
The little girl holding the limp cat, cried all day.
Finally, she buried the cat under a tree in the garden.
However, the cat did not care for his own death.





One time, the Cat was not raised by anyone.
He was a wild cat.
The first time, he was his own master.
The Cat liked himself this way the most.
He was already a beautiful tabby cat.
Now of course he became a very strong wild cat.






All the lady cats wanted to marry him.
Some brought him big fishes;
Some brought him the best rat meat;
Some brought him precious gifts;
And some are licking his hair,
The Cat just said:
"I died a million times.
Who can match against me. "
He still like himself the most.






There was a beautiful white cat.
She didn't look at the Cat.
The Cat walked up to the white cat, said:
"I died a million times!"
The white cat simply replied:
"is it?"
The Cat was a little angry, because he liked himself so much.
The next day, and the third day, the Cat walked to the white cat, said:
"You haven't even live one life to end, right?"
The white cat still simply answered:
"oh."






Once, the Cat walked in front of the white cat.
He did three somersault in the air and said:
"I used to be a circus cat!"
The white cat still simply respond "yeah?"
"I have lived a million times ......"
In the middle of the sentence, the Cat changed to ask:
"Can I stay by your side?"
The white cat said: "Okay."
Since then, the Cat stayed by the side of the white cat.








The white cat gave birth to many cute white kittens.
The Cat no longer say "I have lived a million times...".
He liked the white car and the kittens the most, more than like himself.









Finally, all the kittens had grown up, left them one by one.
"These kids have become very impressive wild cat!"
The Cat said, satisfying.
"Yeah."
The white cat grunted softly.
The white cat was more and more like an old lady.
The Cat had became more and more gentle.
He also made a soft grunt from his throat.
He wanted to stay with the white cat together forever.






One day, the white cat was lying on the side of the Cat, motionless and quiet.
The Cat cried, for the first time of his life.
He cried from morning to night,
from evening to morning,
He cried a million times,
Days and days passed.
At one noon, The Cat stopped crying.
He was lying on the side of the white cat, quiet and motionless.







The Cat never make it for another reincarnation.

try

人们的思念染上山河,永远都不会消失。

The thoughts and memories are immersing this land;
they will never to vanish.

croissant

croissant+peanut butter+jelly

coffee

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

WANTED

SD人偶
JOKER

every body has his own super dollfie.

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i have to find the original photo for that Clown Super D.

Pon & Zi Collection



created by a 90's.

the creator is a 90's, created this series in his high school junior years.

we were lovers

Harsh words were said
and lies were told instead.
I didn't ever mean to make you cry.
But love can make us weak and make us strong,
and before too very long.
I was totally in love with you.
I bathed in you.
Lost in you, captivated by you.
Amazed by you, dazed by you.
Nothing can go wrong.
Nothing can go wrong.



So tonight I'll sing
a song to all my friends.
Also to those we won't be seeing again.
To those I knew and those I still adore
and I want to see once more.
I just pray that you will love me
and trust me.
Laugh with me and cry with me
spend those silent times with me.
Love me evermore.
Love me evermore.



You and I were lovers.
Our dreams were not soured by life.
And then my friends' betrayal
meant you never would be my wife.

Harsh words were said
and lies were told instead.
I didn't ever mean to make you cry.
But love can make us weak and make us strong,
and before too very long.
I was totally in love with you.
I bathed in you.
Lost in you, captivated by you.
Amazed by you, dazed by you.
Nothing can go wrong.
Nothing can go wrong.


无心的残酷的话语,还有谎言
决不是为了让你哭泣
但是爱让我们软弱,也让我们坚强


Monday, September 19, 2011

Can you imagine


Can you imagine what a world it would be if every soul on this plane embraced the thought ‘LOVE’ at the same moment. It would heal a heaping history of pain, and bloodshed. It would diffuse and dilute a sea of hard emotion. Because we live in a world of duality, black and white, night and day, left and right, we will always know the opposite of love yet everyone naturally longs to live in this light -even the Sun casts a shadow.

Time

Time does not exist. It is an agreement. Time is one of those agreements, as is gravity. After physical death, these are the first two agreements that you do not have to honor anymore, only then you will understand that Time and Gravity do not exist, and you will have a big laugh about the whole concept of your Time.

Higher refers to a state of consciousness, not to a position in any hierarchy. nobody else is imposing the decision on you, you are totally free before choosing, but once you have decided, your very choice brings in the limitation.

Your soul knows the reason for you being here, look inwards.

Although it may seem paradoxical to some, your timeline—your life—is only one of many simultaneous possibilities. And it is quite possible, indeed it is your birthright, to alter your timeline and the potentials of your life.

what do i need to know

what do i need to know

Thursday, September 15, 2011

前世今生-布莱恩 魏斯


"我们的目标就是学习,通过知识成为像神一样的存在。我们知道的事这么少,你在此是我的老师。我们借由知识接近神,然后可以休息。接着我们回来,帮助其他人。"

"..不同时候去过不同的空间。每一层都是更高的意识,会去哪一度空间视我们进化的程度而定…"

‚我们都具备直觉能力,该顺应着它,不要抵抗。抵抗的人可能有危险。我们从每个空间来并不具备相等的能力。有些人比较强些,因为他从其他空间累积了能力。人并不是生来平等的,但最后都会达到一点,在那一点上大家是平等的。‛

"所以在一世过后的光束中,人们可以决定要不要再转世,这取决于他们有没有未完成的德行。如果觉得没有什么可学的,便可以直接进入灵魂状态。"

fate


有种命运隔离你我。 有种信仰不离不弃。
如果你出现,便离开, 我便不懂,你存在的意义。

If there is a fate to isolate us; then there is a faith will never yield.
If you are here and then leave; then I don't understand the meaning of your existence.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Monday, September 5, 2011

Göbekli Tepe

Ouroboros


The Ouroboros is an ancient symbol depicting a snake eating its own tail.

Plato described a self-eating, circular being as the first living thing in the universe—an immortal, mythologically constructed beast.
“The living being had no need of eyes when there was nothing remaining outside him to be seen; nor of ears when there was nothing to be heard; and there was no surrounding atmosphere to be breathed; nor would there have been any use of organs by the help of which he might receive his food or get rid of what he had already digested, since there was nothing which went from him or came into him: for there was nothing beside him. Of design he was created thus, his own waste providing his own food, and all that he did or suffered taking place in and by himself. For the Creator conceived that a being which was self-sufficient would be far more excellent than one which lacked anything; and, as he had no need to take anything or defend himself against any one, the Creator did not think it necessary to bestow upon him hands: nor had he any need of feet, nor of the whole apparatus of walking; but the movement suited to his spherical form was assigned to him, being of all the seven that which is most appropriate to mind and intelligence; and he was made to move in the same manner and on the same spot, within his own limits revolving in a circle. All the other six motions were taken away from him, and he was made not to partake of their deviations. And as this circular movement required no feet, the universe was created without legs and without feet.“



The Ouroboros often represents self-reflexivity or cyclicality, especially in the sense of something constantly re-creating itself, the eternal return, and other things perceived as cycles that begin anew as soon as they end (the mythical phoenix has a similar symbolism). It can also represent the idea of primordial unity related to something existing in or persisting before any beginning with such force or qualities it cannot be extinguished.


「這頭生物並不擁有眼睛,因為在牠的外圍已經沒有任何需要觀望的東西存在;牠亦沒有耳朵,因為外圍沒有任何需要聆聽的事物;外圍沒有任何的氣息,所以牠不用呼吸;牠沒有任何的器官,因為在牠身邊沒有任何東西會被牠吸進或由牠排泄,所以不需要進行任何消化。在牠被生育出來的時候,牠的排泄物就安排成為牠的食糧,牠的行為及其行為之影響都源於牠,亦受之於牠。造物者構想出這頭能夠自給自足的生物,這比其它缺乏一切東西的生物來得完滿。另外,牠不需要向任何對象採取任何防衛的措施,造物者認為沒有必要給予任何獻牲到牠的手上。牠亦沒有足與腳,牠的整體本來就是一種移動的手段。牠雖然擁有無上的心靈與智慧,但牠對移動的概念卻相當模糊,因為牠只在同一個位置上存在,所以牠的移動軌跡有如圓球;可是隨著牠本身的局限,牠只能不住地環狀旋轉著。」

——柏拉圖

銜尾蛇亦代表了「自我參照」或「無限循環」,尤指那些能恆常自我增生的事物,以及循環周期性的自我發展,其中一個好例子就是傳說中的不死鳥,牠在自我焚滅的過程中自我繁衍(或理解為「重生」),正是無限循環概念的一種表現。另外,銜尾蛇亦象徵着最原始的元素。

那些透過自己的方法,以比現世更甚的程度去探索自然,從而深入了解萬物的煉金術士們,以銜尾蛇──那條咬著自己尾巴的蛇──的標誌解說這個矛盾的悖論(指銜尾蛇進行自我傷害這個古怪的現象)。銜尾蛇,早就被指是象徵著「無限」或者「一切」,在古代的印象中銜尾蛇具有「自我摧毀」及「轉化為循環模式」的含意,這對很多敏銳的煉金術士來說是清楚不過的訊息,他們理解煉金術的基礎是「第一元素」(Prima materia)。他們認為銜尾蛇是一個戲劇性的標誌,既能統合又能同化對立面;而經過這個自我統合同化的過程所得到的回饋,就是永生。因為銜尾蛇一方面在消滅自己,同時又在給予自己生機,牠孕育著自己,從而令自己得到生命。因此,銜尾蛇象徵著一個透過與對立面發生衝突而存在的原則,這正是構成第一元素的最佳演繹……(煉金術士們)從其它人的模糊概念中(指一般人對銜尾蛇的理解往往含糊隨意)得到清晰的答案。

you’re constantly recreating yourself, but mostly using the same materials you’ve used all along; that translates to very little substantial evolution.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

溶化的冰人

A thousand miniature people have slowly melted away in a Berlin square in an effort to draw attention to melting ice caps in Greenland and Antarctica.Brazilian artist Nele Azevedo carved the figures out of ice and placed them on steps in the central Gendarmenmarkt square where they began to melt within about half an hour.Temperatures in Berlin were about 73 degrees Fahrenheit (23 Celsius) Wednesday.

The installation, Melting Men, was meant to spotlight the World Wildlife Fund's warning that melting ice could possibly cause levels to rise more than 3.3 ft by 2100.The group warns that the warming of the Arctic will change weather in different parts of the world and increase the release of greenhouse gases into the atmosphere.
Since 2005, Azevedo has been setting up her Melting Men in various countries around the world. Although originally intended as a critic of the role of monuments in cities, environmentalists around the world are adopting her work as climate change art.

When asked if she was a climate activist, Azevedo told greenmuze.com: 'No. I'm an artist, master of visual arts from the University of Sao Paolo.'This work was conceived as a critical view of the official historical monuments. As the reading and interpretation of an art piece is open, I'm glad it can also speak of urgent matters that threaten our existence on this planet.''The project started with solitary figures, later a multitude of small sculptures of ice were placed in public spaces of several cities. The memory is inscribed in the photographic image and shared by everyone. It is not reserved to great heroes nor to great monuments