将进酒

i used to recited the poem in my bed at night, when i was a teen.

小时候常常夜晚在被窝里背诵的。


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将进酒

作者: 李白
　
君不见，黄河之水天上来，奔流到海不复回。
君不见，高堂明镜悲白发，朝如青丝暮成雪。
人生得意须尽欢，莫使金樽空对月。
天生我材必有用，千金散尽还复来。
烹羊宰牛且为乐，会须一饮三百杯。
岑夫子，丹丘生，将进酒，君莫停。
与君歌一曲，请君为我侧耳听。
钟鼓馔玉不足贵，但愿长醉不复醒。
古来圣贤皆寂寞，惟有饮者留其名。
陈王昔时宴平乐，斗酒十千恣欢谑。
主人何为言少钱，径须沽取对君酌。
五花马，千金裘，
呼儿将出换美酒，与尔同销万古愁。

Invitation To Wine
Li Bai
Do you not see the Yellow River come from the sky,
Rushing into the sea and ne'er come back?
Do you not see the mirror bright in chamber high
Grieve o'er your snow-white hair that once was silken back?
When hopes are won, oh, drink your fill in high delight
And never leave your wine cup empty in moonlight!
Heaven has made us talents; we're not made in vain.
A thousand gold coins spent, more will turn up again.
Kill a cow, cook a sheep and let us merry be,
And drink three hundred cupfuls of wine in high glee!
Dear friends of mine,
Cheer up, cheer up!
I invite you to wine.
Do not put down your cup!
I will sing you a song, please hear,
O hear! Lend me a willing ear!
What difference will rare and costly dishes make?
I want only to get drunk and ne'er to wake.
How many great men were forgotten through the ages?
Great drinkers are better known than sober sages.
The Prince of Poets* feasted in his palace at will,
Drank wine at ten thousand coins a cask and laughed his fill.
A host should not complain of money he is short;
To drink together we'd sell things of any sort.
The fur coat worth a thousand coins of gold
And flower-dappled horse may both be sold
To buy good wine that we may drown the woes age-old

Orin books

你做到了精确,你就在形成原素。在任何大跃进里,原素即你所追求的成长,而我建议你拿任何你曾要求的东西来,自问:「它的原素是什么?」如果你看看你曾试想创造的东西,你将明白,你总是得到你所要求的每件东西的原素。


在心智和灵魂之间有些协议。其一是,心智将寻找让成长在其间发生的明确的范围。同时,灵魂扩大心智所有的那画面和选择。心智可以对灵魂的机会付诸行动或否。因此在灵魂和心智之间有经常的相互作用,就如在心和身之间有一个共舞。心智创造了它想要的形象,把资料送去给身体。身体可以接受而实施心智所给予的引导,它也可以选择不做。

幽游白书 Yu Yu Hakusho

watching again. forgot many parts already.

i like the Wording Game. brilliant idea.

a sure thing

There is nothing like the feeling of a sure thing. The sure thing is the only thing that truly can be trusted. How do I know? How will you know when it stares you in the face? There is still fear in the legs. But the truth comes spilling out. The sure thing is here. Either one will be sure it is right or sure it is wrong.

stay in the moment

The best one can do is stay in the moment. Too much of what's going on has to do with getting too far ahead of oneself. Any plans that are in place are always subject to change. The reason you're nuts to be projecting too far into the future is because anything can happen.

Funnily enough we often eventually end up mastering the thing that we fear the most, and discover it's the answer to long-term happiness.

surrender

To the universe's perfectioness. Stop efforting.


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self-esteem: is to protect one's own deepest truth, to know one's own most inner feelings.

self respect: is to pay attention to inside of one's own heart. No need to tell people why to choose to do something and with what reasons. No need to prove to others your own value system. The heart is effective and correct, no need to analyze and question it.


自尊是指维护你最深的真理,知道你内心最深的感觉。它不是让人主宰,而是要让你自己主宰自己的感觉。

自重是指注意你自己的感觉如何。你不需要告诉别人你为什么选择做某些事的理由。你不需要向别人证明你自己的价值。你的感觉是有效力而正确的,不需要去分析和质问它。

This Cycle

starting from two year ago,a metamorphosis in the understanding and philosophy of life, the beliefs, and the faith become the theme. Many critical tests of the faith and in-depth examinations of my basic assumptions about the nature and meaning of life are on the agenda. Any poorly thought-out or immature beliefs and attitudes is to be eliminated .The root causes, the underlying or hidden reasons for things, the mysteries of life and death concern me greatly now.

Sleep is the top one priority

national arboretum

visit there almost every fall.
this weekend is perfect for a trip to the national arboretum.
...
anyway, saw something scary and ridiculous..KOI..Cyprinus carpio......hundreds of fat, huge, greedy, hungry, competitive, crowed Koi in that pond...it is really disgusting...

in old times, in scholar's pond, people put 3-5 Koi in the pond, enjoy their color and shape, write poems, make fairy stories for them....now i am seeing them fight for food like flies or pigs. and so many of them, hundreds and hundreds in one pond..

it is JUST disgusting.

Orin books

你们可能感觉到地球的能量有一个改变。你们中那些肯仰望而找到你们的梦想的人,将发现你们的生活甚至更加速了。

它也许带给你一个重要的联系,或帮助你发展新的特质和个性。你也许在那份新工作里服务、帮助了很多人。

你往往会制造问题,来启动一个新的行为模式,而演进你一部份的自己。

现在你已然达到存在的新层面,也许你可能很容易的就会怀着抱憾来回顾往事。你也许也想到你其实可以用更多更高更充满爱的方式来处理一些事。然而,正是这些事情使你成长,所以现在的你能够看出一个更好的行为方式。有些教训可能比另一些更痛苦,但都视你是不是很愿意面对它们而定。

大多数人的情绪体要比他们的灵性或精神体年轻得多,而也是最沈湎于浓密能量中的。这个国家中的人其情感层面大多在演进,但仍很年轻。目前流行的恐惧和悲观的信念系统,对其演进并无帮助。

Corporate Responsibility and Sustainability News: Virgin Atlantic Airways to Use Industrial Waste as Jet Fuel

Corporate Responsibility and Sustainability News: Virgin Atlantic Airways to Use Industrial Waste as Jet Fuel

mom's regrettable thing

parents said the most regrettable thing they have ever done is allowing me come to USA, agreeing me to stay here.

mom earn 20 times than i do even after retirement...have a happy work team of thousands people...travel for work and fun all the time..working while really enjoy with what she do, her team mates, her passion...young people love her...she receives mother's day greeting all day...she doesn't understand why i want to be in US. she said green card is non sense (which is true). she said being lazy is my truth..(which is true). i don't enjoy change, or move around..or move back..too much trouble...just want to stay down and lay down.......(if i go back,i want try to be a village chief; or some job in charitable education;......with high speed internet...i don't want to work for anything. i like to work..to have a projects to handle...to deal with hard situations, and change it to good situation..i can work more...but not for anything...i want work more, only if for a certain someone.. )


it is my fate. away from homeland is my fate.
i know this when i was at young age.

i don't know why it had being arranged this way;
maybe it had being arranged before i born.
for quite a while, i thought i knew why. now i don't know any more.

but, i still know it is my fate, be far away from home, to live in an far away country, to fulfill my destiny and purpose of experience this life.

i like it. i like the way it is.

This is the weather I love the most

walking to work this morning...

Autumn is serene.

the wind, the leaves, the temperature...
have no word to describe how much i loved this morning's weather.
it can be sampled in a frame, kept as a standard for a perfect autumn morning.

Because

because we want to believe we are responsible for others;
because we tend to believe others need us;
because we choose to believe we are slaved by certain situations.

no..nobody needs anybody..for spiritual path.
and people are all free.
we answer to our own quest for this life at free will.
every one shall go figure out what's his own cross to carry, then work thru it as much as possible.
try not to spend another life on the same topic over and over again.


still looking for more answers, higher purpose..more of the myth need to reveal..

CHE!

i ran out of TP. unexpected.

i note it here. unexpected.

Who are you?

"So, Dave...
...tell us about yourself.
Who are you?

Well, I am an executive assistant...
...at a major pet products company.

I don't want you to tell us what you do.
I want you to tell us who you are.

All right.
I'm a pretty good guy.
I like playing tennis on occasion...

Also, not your hobbies, Dave, just simple:
Tell us who you are.

I just...
Maybe you could give me an example of what a good answer would be.
What did you say?

You want Lou to tell you who you are?

No, I just...
I'm a nice, easygoing man.
I might be a little bit
indecisive at times.

Dave, you're describing
your personality.

I want to know...
-...who you are.

-What the hell do you want me to say?
I mean, I'm sorry. I just...
I want to answer your question.
I'm just not doing it right, I guess.

I think we're getting a picture, Dave.
-Let's move on."

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i don't know how i would answer this simple question either.
actually, i cannot imagine anyone can answer this question correctly.

think about it, isn't it too odd that this is one particular difficult question to answer?

every way of describing who you are already has another well-defined question for it.

then, who you are? what's the only answer for this question.
what's the answer that respond to this question only?

people would agree that they are who their soul are.

but they are not.

they are combination of personalities, identities, memories, egos, their astrology signs (sun sign, moom, venus etc..) their past and their future, their ways, their beings, their hearts, their thoughts, their efforts, their dreams, their dark and bright sides...but not the soul.

their soul are much higher, larger, prettier.

if they don't love like their soul do, then they are not who their soul are.

then, who are they?
who are you?
who am i?
Please don't answer it.

Orin books

欧林的书。

more to come.

a wish

...been held for a while.

---i want my son to be born---

For The Record.

---when i was young, it came to my mind.. some day i will have three sons. i will raise them up. someday they can grow into decent good men---

i was in China. i can supposedly only have one child.

---now, i still want my son to be born---one is good.

three..maybe if i can survive the first birth.

實相

"目前所發生的一切事件，都是你自己心識所創化出來的「實相」。

「實相」本身的定義就是看起來真的很真實。因此所有的事情看起來都是如此的真實，感情、事業、身體、物質、生活的一切都如此的真實。而這些實相卻都是我們自己創化給自己看，同時也是考驗自己的最佳方法。

在我們的四週充滿了生命的實相，一朵花、一顆樹、一座山、一個物件、一個生命體，每一種存在都能讓你得見，聽得到，而這一切的存在卻都是源自於「我存在」，因為「我」存在故一切都存在每一種存在都端看你自己的覺知，每一種覺知不都証明了心創萬物，萬法唯識的觀念，但因為我們都貫用二元對立的思惟去觀照彼此，因此才創化了宇宙萬有的存在，而這些二元對立的存在體正是所謂的「實相」，因此「實相」存在的事業就是因你自己的心識所需而呈現的投射現象罷了。是故絕不能迷惑於外在投射的「實相」找出實相投射的源頭「心識」內觀自己的心，觀照每一個起心動念自然就會了解目前所創化的實相目的為何了。"

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now i am thinking, if i didn't get into acg realm after graduation, i might have already evolved into another dimension....suddenly remember...that i have read tons of these in college..

past lives

want to remember everything happened..this life, past life, past lives, future lives..between lives..time don't really exist..want to remember everything that a soul body would remember in every dimension....

had strange dreams..feel like past lives..they told me why, where my fear came from...i want to know more.. tell me what do i need to know, and more of it.
in this world, things don't happen by chance..that's the beauty of it.
why and what's it..and...what's the ultimate secret i should remember?

Birds tweet, autumn leaves crackle under foot and i know that i can only be who i am.

Sunflower

like..

they head toward the blue sky..full of the joy of life.

trees in bloom

i..really like blooming trees..sakura..wisteria..pear tree..peach tree..apple tree...almond tree...crabapple tree...

if i have a house and a yard..i will plant many trees that can bloom in different seasons.

not sure

i'm not sure i want to stay

Uncertainty Principle

we can know the path an electron takes as it moves through a space,
or we can know where it is at a given instant,
but we cannot know both.

What this means in practice is that you can never predict where an electron will be at any given moment.

You can only list its probability of being there.

In a sense, an electron doesn’t exist until it is observed.

Or, put slightly differently, until it is observed an electron must be regarded as being “at once everywhere and nowhere."


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also fascinating.

these make you wonder, what's human, what's love, what's everything..
are human as substantial as they looks like?
could feelings have a shape?

Exclusion Principle

the subatomic particles in certain pairs, even when separated by the most considerable distances, can each instantly “know” what the other is doing.

Particles have a quality known as spin and, according to quantum theory, the moment you determine the spin of one particle, its sister particle, no matter how distant away, will immediately begin spinning in the opposite direction and at the same rate.


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fascinating.

BOOK

Brought a book - annoying cover, cheesy name, great content.




found a cute emoticon
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Spirited Away

千と千尋の神隠し by Miyazaki Hayao.

watched again.

神隠：hidden by gods

Miyazaki Hayao..seriously..i don't think anyone else in our life time will ever overstep where he has achieved...filmmaker wise.

every film has such strong power of purification. it is so easy to return to the origin just following along with the notes..if one movie could change the world, it gonna to be one of Moyazaki's works.

consciousness

你在两个身分之间来回摆荡，时而意识清明，与宇宙共同知觉融成一体，时而退回到旧有的思维模式中，陷身在当前的文化迷思里。游移在两极之问，

你的永恒天性，比你据以界定自我的传统时间观念，更加浩瀚辽阔。把全副身心从自我观念的牢笼中释放出来，让我们一如以往，重新融合为一体的生命。让当前这一刻的知觉，无拘无束，流淌在你的思维之问。


we swing back and forth between the two identities, sometimes our conscious is clear, blended into common perception of the universe; sometimes we retreat back to the old mode of thinking, caught up in the current cultural confusions.

滑头鬼之孙

第二部。千年魔京。

还可以。

可是，有这么多妖怪，应该更有趣一点才对。

Wolves

brought calendar for 2012.

Wolf..is actually my most favorite...no...my most respect creature...

they have high frequency of soul than human does.

have wondered...

I must have wondered too many times why I was going back and forth, up and down, so repetitively, struggling with all forces, struggling with my own, not really understanding the purpose of all the difficulties. Maybe someday the truth of it all will begin to reveal. Everything should have a purpose, even the most uncomfortable of situations.