the moon in Aquarius

The position of the moon in this sign is one of the best of the twelve. It is described in this superlative way for the following reasons: The moon, naturally variable in influence, has considerable stability in this sign. The lack of heart and frigidity apparent in several of the other luna figures is quite absent in the lunation from Aquarius. The force dispensed from this urge is warm, humane and stimulating. 　　 People with this lunation in the natal chart are apt to be very intelligent, evenly-balanced people with a happy, optimistic quality of thought. They are full of ideas, and lave more ability to put their thoughts into active practice than people of any of the other intellectual positions of this sort (with the possible exception of the moon in Sagittarius). 　　 These people are tolerant, perceptive, humane in their impulses toward mankind, and always willing to give more than they get. They have no petty selfishness and no small jealousies. They give themselves whole-heartedly to any service that they undertake, and they are usually not only capable but inventive. A plan of action or scheme of endeavor under the management of this type of person frequently benefits from their practical improvements. The high types of this group make wonderfully rounded persons. They have, in addition to the more universal virtues already mentioned, pleasant, kindly dispositions in private or domestic life. The less exalted type of luna Aquarian is good-natured and easy-going, but lacks the ability and strength of purpose found in the noble type. 　　 The negative variety of luna Aquarian is sometimes very eccentric, and encourages great unconventionality in the domestic life. For the rest, the existence is purposeless, and all of the noble accomplishment so current in the life of Aquarians is dissipated in idle activities with “arty” groups. 　　 Aquarians in the highest meaning of the term are public characters. Professional men, scholars, teachers, ministers, and specialists in any department serving humanity. They are tolerant, diplomatic, helpful to others in their own field, and ideal workers at whatever holds their intellectual interests. Sometimes this position produces a genius, but such a condition requires rather more personal “wire-pulling” than the moon in Aquarius signifies. By this is meant that the native will give of himself to his cause so unstintingly that of self-aggrandizement is to be gained, it must come as a result of outside recognition rather than as the outcome of any stimulation brought on by the native. This temperament, considered apart from its special character of social servitor, is highly individual. Many eccentricities and peculiarities are a part of these people’s make-up. They are rather unconventional, and live their own lives quite unaffected by comment or criticism. They have a gift for making friends, and are often helped by influential people, exactly as they themselves are ready to help others. There is nothing personal or possessive in the attitude of these people, and they can endure loneliness, privation and periods of waiting better than other more acquisitive types. 　　 The faults most common among this group are procrastination, vain promises, and the inability to force any circumstance that takes a measure of destruction to a conclusion. 　　 The men of this group when engaged in scholarly pursuits and work that brings out their ability, succeed very well in the world. They are seldom discouraged by struggle, and the development of their work is often just as important to them as fulfillment. They seldom have a smooth domestic life, for their inclinations are unconventional, and they seem to draw to them complioted situations that take a lifetime to simplify. 　　 The women that they choose are high-bred and cultured, but there is frequently a cloud hanging over the domestic atmosphtere. Either there are separations to be unraveled. When the situation is finally cleared of complications, this type of man makes an ideal companion in the life. 　　　　 Lunar Aquarian women are rather masculine in their outlook on life. They love the business and professional world, where they are so capable and so successful. When they do marry, they are so capable and successful. When they do marry, they make the best of parents, as they have plenty of patience, kindness, intelligence and understanding. They are so unselfish that the child is many women with the Aquarian lunation in the birth figure is completely masculine in appearance, they enjoy less opportunity to be parents than other types that are not nearly so well equipped. Unfortunately, this is the type of woman who not only has a masculine kind of mind, but an unfeminine appearance as well. She has no sex appeal and feels in no way constrained to simulate anything of the kind. There is no attempt to soften the exterior, and the mind lacks tenderness as well as artifice. 　　　　 In matters of health these natives must beware of nervous prostration. Another avenue through which disease may attack is the lungs. An afflicted moon could bring about anaemia, blood poisoning, and one or another of the social diseases. In extreme cases some of the mental disorders have resulted. A certain amount of rest and relaxation is a necessity with this type of person.

book - wealth and power: china's long march to the twenty-first century

Wealth and Power answers this question by examining the lives of eleven influential officials, writers, activists, and leaders whose contributions helped create modern China. "

摩羯座人品与感受

摩羯座人品与感受 首先，身为摩羯座，其本身正如很多星座里总结的那样。内心是极度的自卑与极度的自信为一体的矛盾存在。这一点不仅体现在摩羯的善恶观念上，同时也体现在各种动机与抉择上。其次，摩羯是一个少年老成的星座。这不仅体现在其宿命式的吃苦耐劳，亦或者从小心思发育就因为奈何桥上少喝了点孟婆汤，因此把上辈子的智慧都带到今天来了。而是，摩羯在观察各种事物，的敏感性与验证性很强。比如说，我小时候，为了确认皮肤低下到底是什么，就拿铅笔刀把自己手划破，看看血和刀伤的痛到底能到什么程度。因此摩羯自小实际上也有着和他人类似的心理成长发育。只不过，这个阶段和规律性在摩羯这种几近犯傻的怀疑思维面前。被大大的缩短了。可以说，摩羯的成熟就算环境不是十分艰苦，其内在的心理结构，也会因为过早和过于深刻的把他逼得要比任何其他类型的人更加懂得何为规律，何为老成。说起来可笑，有的摩羯之所以看起来十分成熟，只不过是因为摩羯个性使然自己在极少的时间内把凡人能遇到的挫折都自己兑了个遍。最后，摩羯是一个非常单纯的星座。这不是将摩羯没有智慧，而是说，摩羯一般很少主动有自己的欲望。一个摩羯可能在和一个人聊天一个到半个小时，凭借阅历，智慧，以及第六感就能看透一个人的本性。但是，当摩羯在遇到没有见过的情况下，往往天真的把一切想的过于美好，因此毫无防备的把自己的全部都展现出来，用心去与人沟通说的就是摩羯这种傻得出气的个性。当然，看似纯洁的不得了的天真性格背后，反面也是摩羯在成熟之后，要比任何星座都冷血残酷的原因所在。接下来，我们会慢慢讲。 要说摩羯最本源的本性，就是对世界形式价值观的方法和行为模式。摩羯的自卑与自信都来自与这一点。当摩羯还小的时候，摩羯内心是极度空虚和无助的。这种空虚不是没有主见，而是先天就没有对事物因为对自己利害而产生的各种认识。因此，在摩羯看来，世界是如此新奇又如此充满了未知。摩羯从来不把利害价值通过折射的方式来看待事物。因此，假如有一个人告诉他一个事物的具体特征和好恶。摩羯会毫不犹豫的相信并以此为对待一个事物的准则。而只有当摩羯碰到一个事物，并且亲身经历的时候，才会有可能改变先前的印象。而往往这种改变的动力是痛苦深刻胜于快乐所带来的感觉。摩羯的自卑其本源就是来自于这种对世界未知的空虚。摩羯的自信也来自于这种空虚被阅历与验证之后的自我满足感。更何况这些空虚，大部分都是通过痛苦的教训所积累起来的，因此摩羯的自信在受到被质疑与曲解的时候，有足够坚定地理由来和任何胆敢质疑其观点的人耗下去。不要和我说别人是否痛苦，先告诉我你经历过我的痛苦吗？假如没有，且又没有能让人理解得了的深刻规律与内涵，那么你没有资格来质疑我。摩羯的自信与自卑来自于痛苦，且更来自于他们那种没有利害关系联想的世界观。摩羯感受到的，永远是他所接触到的最直接且深刻的。 有关摩羯的老成，可以说也是源于这种对世界认识方式。摩羯在起点，可能要比同龄其他性格的孩子缺乏竞争优势，因为他没法在无知觉的情况下，光靠推演与联想明白他到底要什么，向谁可以要得到。因此，摩羯在小时候可能是性格最古怪，最具有灵性的孩子，但是摩羯绝对不是领袖，老师的好帮手，亦或者能主动做出贡献的人。因为，摩羯在出生地起点，到终点，就没法主动理解别人，正如他自己都不知道自己想要什么一样。因此，也没有志同道合的朋友可言。在小时候，摩羯永远是被忽略，受伤害最多的小孩。不是摩羯不知道痛，而是摩羯不知道到底应该有多痛才算是痛。因此，摩羯从小孩走向大人的第一步与其他星座的小孩完全不一样。但却铸就了和他性格完全相反的能力与特性。那就是知道自己到底因为什么想要什么。等长大了，也许在起点摩羯不是其他小孩的对手，但是在终点摩羯是走的最远的，因为别人还在因为那些反射的利害关系奔波忙碌的时候，摩羯已经练就出自己对需求的价值观与抓手。是的，是抓手。因为摩羯到死都没有自己的需求。这就好比海豚和人的呼吸系统的区别一样。人可以无意识的呼吸，但海豚不行，海豚每一下呼吸都必须是有意识驱动的，否则假如海豚忘了呼吸，下一刻等待它的就是死亡。摩羯的需求也是像海豚一样。因此，可能小时候因为老喘不上气，竞争不过其他小孩，到老了，却要比任何人都精通这门艺术。对需求来讲，摩羯是有自己独到的艺术，而其他人是下意识的反映。 摩羯的老成还体现在于，摩羯的思维价值观不是一开始就有一个泥胚，一点点被外界所雕刻，亦或者加温，压膜。都不是，摩羯的价值观在本质上是虚无没有的。甚至连自我的意识都不是像其他人那样随着发育出现明显的特征。摩羯的价值观是被填充的。是通过一次次明确清晰地痛苦与快乐慢慢的在一个过程当中被填充起来的。在某种意义上，摩羯的价值观形成模式，是最弱的，可是在思维上没有潜力的上限一说。泥胚可能在有效利用但量毕竟在那里，再怎么自我修正，蜕皮，其总体的质与量都是恒定的。而摩羯座在这一点上因为本身就是虚无，所以的一切都是从外在慢慢吸收垒砌的高墙。也许质与形上不可变通稳固性极高，但在量与空间上是天下无人能出其左右的。因此，除了少有的起点堆砌出现偏差会导致大面积崩塌以外，摩羯座在精神上的岁月上线是无限的。对摩羯来说在精神上没有伤害只有伤心。因为摩羯从一开始就是用痛苦开始无尽的历练与自我积累的。 顺带一提的是，所谓伤心，是指摩羯本来已经构筑起的某种需求和精神习惯作为精神的支架突然崩塌所招来的情绪波动。可能会导致摩羯一时或者一辈子的伤痛，但是一旦摩羯确认那个位置不应当放置支柱的时候，你会发现那将是世界上最坚固的城堡。对付摩羯，很简单，也很难。只要在摩羯还未曾经历过的事物上，培养出需求与精神上的依赖，在长久岁月的时间后，抽调那根摩羯已经依赖很久的支架。构筑在上面的东西越多，对摩羯的伤害越大。但摩羯只要发现那个地方不应该有这样的精神构造，摩羯永无被伤害的可能。而鉴于摩羯的思维吸收方式，越老越稳固。这也是摩羯懒于报复的原因，从痛苦当中成长起来的他，太过明白什么叫做伤害了。因此，所谓的打击，报复在摩羯看来实在是无关痛痒与不可理解。就是拿块砖头，摩羯还得思考一下到底值不值得这么干呢。冤冤相报何时了。然而，当一个人的行为开始毁灭摩羯座赖以生存的精神依赖的时候，摩羯将会暴怒。假如说是某个人的行为表里不一，那么摩羯可能走开，因为毕竟在本质上来讲，这种需求的构筑是两方面的，一方不合适，生气只是徒劳。这也是为什么有些人奇怪，摩羯有些时候因为小事儿愤怒不已，等真遇到大事了，反而淡定的原因。因为，往往在人与人小事的沟通与行为上，才看得出摩羯的预期与需求是否能被实现，而大事只不过是一个结果与过程的一部分罢了。 然而，假如一个外在力量生生将摩羯座这种苦心建立起来的需求硬生生的给打碎剥离。那么恭喜你，千年不遇的摩羯座的报复离你不远了。摩羯座真的恨一个人的时候，绝不是让对方受到伤害就能了事的。摩羯开始恨的时候也不是向其他星座那样顺藤摸瓜，裙带效应，变态残忍。摩羯座开始恨的时候，不会以个人为主体，而是以这个事情发生的始端开始分析，是什么造就了这样一个事件的发生。然后，一切和这件事有关的人，事，道理，组织，甚至世界，都会被摩羯座的愤怒所笼罩。然后，请不要认为摩羯座会像其他星座那样大大咧咧的快意报复。摩羯座会计划，会计划得天衣无缝。直到所有的事物都一步步分步骤落网，有确定的机遇能一举消灭他要报复的对象的时候，他才会从幕后站出来。摩羯座不是怕报复，而是要确确实实的消灭目标才足以平息他内心崩坏的部分得以报偿。十年，或者一生，只要你破坏的东西值得摩羯座付出相应的代价动手，那么请不要把摩羯座的仇恨看做是一种情绪，他们连需求都是通过外接所构筑起来的。而你恰恰击碎了这些。其结果就是你杀死了他们难得的感性，启动了理性的死亡程序。摩羯的报复不是天蝎座的宣誓，而是执行程序，除非主机损毁了，否则没有取消这一说。 最后再让我们说说摩羯的天真。在以上的分析里，实际上很多人都大概能明白摩羯座的潜在动机。摩羯的天真又是怎么样一个看似无害，实际上恐怖的跟核武器一样的东西呢？在小时候，正如我们之前说的那样，摩羯是弱者。不是因为他们比他人较为愚钝。而是没有自我。同样，在摩羯的天真上，摩羯的自我甚至可以说是遇强则强，遇弱则弱的类型。其性格特征可以完全根据所相处的人的不同，复制和反应出几乎不同的人格特质。摩羯的理性是通过痛觉建立起来的，摩羯的感性是通过少有的快乐建立起来的。两者没有关联可言。几乎可以说是独立的系统构建起来的。年轻时候的摩羯多少有些精神分裂的倾向。其原因就是随着经历痛苦和快乐通过理性与感性不断地在打架，沟通。最后变得协调一体。当然，随着年龄的增长，摩羯也还是学会保护自己的。只不过其原理和结构并不为人所理解，甚至有些时候人们误把摩羯的防御看做摩羯的特质。实际上是大错特错的。摩羯的天真来源于其自身思维和对世界认识的方式。因此，摩羯对自己的保护，并不是常人认为的那样对人打心眼保有余地，而是逐渐的学会了积累已验证的认知，并躲在后面观察。大多数人见到摩羯冷漠酷酷的表情时，请相信那不是装出来的，或者是性格的一部分，而是摩羯学会了保护自己。而当他看到他从没见过的事物亦或者认为可以由先前的经验容许的时候，你就会看到各色各样的摩羯。记得前几年，我遇到的一些人说，我看起来如此的老城，没想到举止像个孩子。可他们哪知道，那不是我幼稚的原因，而是放下心防的特征。 年轻的摩羯因为阅历之短，至少，往往很容易放下心房。全心全意的和别人互动，表达与沟通。但大多数人却错认为这是幼稚好欺的表现。可他们往往被摩羯的热情所蒙蔽了。摩羯是那种见了面就已经把武器的瞄准镜瞄准好，时刻带着盔甲，打不过就走的血骑士。然而，见到摩羯本质的人不是因为他们有什么特异功能，了不起的本事，扒下了摩羯的外衣。而是摩羯当认为没有危险的时候，会自动抛下武器，除掉盔甲，主动主人摆上最珍贵的东西供人分享。因此，当摩羯还是阅历不足，看不透，或过早放下心房的时候，就会让那些居心不良的人，在落差之下，充满一种奇特的自信。并坚信对方在自己面前是纸老虎。摩羯对这些人不会报复，但是摩羯就是在这样一次次受伤的过程当中将自己的词典和准镜打磨擦亮。摩羯有三大法宝，一是知，一是智，还有一个则是毅力。很多人在与摩羯接触的时候，见识过知的力量。即阅历与审查。一部分还见过一点点智，比如说交流当中对其世界的见解大为感叹。然而他们绝对没见过摩羯的毅力。摩羯不是像狮子座或者其他火象星座那样逢人就把自己十八般武艺尽展出来。摩羯与人沟通，大多就用一样武器，知。然而，这不代表，摩羯另外两样武器就从未存在过。相反，当那些居心叵测的人让摩羯感到伤痛的时候。他们很快就会惊讶，之前那个看似幼稚好欺的摩羯，怎么突然变得如此凌厉。并一再赌咒发誓，摩羯在虚张声势。当然，摩羯依旧是不喜欢报复的星座。即使客人轻慢的主人的好意，撵出屋去，也就够了。只有极少人才能在第一影响的影响下阴差阳错的见识到摩羯的手段。 摩羯是天真的。这天真有时偶尔被人理解，摩羯就将对方奉为座上宾。摩羯需要的不是顺从，是支持，摩羯认可的不是支配，而是强者的引领。摩羯依赖的不是给予，而是对其需求与脆弱的认可，一片可以让日益心墙高垒的摩羯放下铠甲休息的地方。我不知道对于一些人来说，到底什么才是摩羯座的归宿。但是，请理解摩羯。这不是一个可以在实力或者技巧上能被玩弄的星座。但是他却从内心最深处脆弱之极。需要有需求与呵护。否则他将在理性的魔笼中孤独的走到尽头。摩羯不是用智慧，毅力，知识能打败的对手，因为他就是从小傻傻的靠着痛苦来建筑他的理性的。假如是官宦家庭幸福的摩羯，则感性会优于理性的发达程度。只不过那将是另外一种风格的存在。也不要试图玩弄摩羯的感性。因为一旦需求和依赖建筑起来，当你抽身伤害到摩羯的时候，假如让摩羯不能原谅，你会见识到什么才是世界上最恐怖最深刻的伤痛。

book - the diaries of adam & eve

finanly brought the english version of the books. first reading was junior high time. love them a lot. heart of primitive love of man & woman.

"她永远知道自己在做什么，要做什么，谁也不能挡路。"

孔雀胆

想起了小时候看的连环画，孔雀胆。忘了讲的什么，也许那时候就没看懂。

extreme

it takes an extreme to counteract an extreme

heaven on earth

I will do all in my power in the mission I am seeking now, in order to create the new era, new human history, new consciousness, new heaven on earth.

wonder

"I would rather have a mind opened by wonder than one closed by belief"

my mission

I need to find my mission that only I can make it happen that I can put my passion and heart in it and have fun in doing it. I need to know what's it, sooner. I need to work with capable people who knows their own responsibilities, know how things work and how to make things work. I want my work to be intelligence exchange with colleagues, instead of worrying about them couldn't get things done, or for their having no clues on what needed to be done. I am tired of having to work like this. I don't want to be the only person who can get things done in an environment. It's wrong. What's teamwork? Teamwork is u do ur part, I do my part, and we all do our best to make the mission fulfilled. And if somebody cannot, we need to kick his butt. If someone really cannot do their part, then they r not teammates. Who is supplying those who cannot get work done? Not the company, it's those who can. In another word, it's the capables are supplying the incapables' life. not the boss nor the company is doing it. I need to find my mission and passion and move on. I know I have my timeline on these aspects of my life. I know there is a reason I have it here, an evolutionary reason. I know It's not time yet. I need to set up my higher goal for two years later. After nine years "apprentice" time. If I don't look forward on my higher mission, it is hard to go thru the low level energy environment. I always wanted to get out, only until now I know clearly for what reason. The energy I am here with doesn't resonant with the one I have been learning from spiritual level. quite opposite. I need lots of energy to bring myself up, or separate from the energy that job generated daily. Why I have to live and work this way. It doesn't represent my highest excitement. I know there is evolutionary purpose of it, but I grow out of it now. I want change. I don't have to attach to here. Or to anywhere, since I have no attachment to anywhere anyone.

persistent beliefs

As a human, your problems are often caused by the fact that you have a blind spot. You have some persistent beliefs of which you are not really aware and your soul wants you to step out of those beliefs. This means you have to let go of your deepest convictions and be open to something entirely new. You have to let yourself be surprised by your soul.

humanity

You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty. --Gandhi

Prayer for Boston

Prayer for Boston..This type of events are still happening on this earth...before it get well, how long it will take for us to get to human being civilization? how long it take for human to realize these mistake and start to change their understanding of the species? violence is never the way human should choose.. we are one in the core

300 degree

300 degree: the new creative identity of the individual in relation to the cosmic whole is now given productive purpose and understanding to actualize. The individual's universal/social role in this life. The transition between the past and the future can be easily made, or easily resisted as this evolutionary juncture

60 degree:

60 degree: the process of consciously understanding the new evolutionary cycle and purpose occurs through contrast and comparison. The individual must isolate him or herself from the impact of external environment in order to realize and discover from within that which is uniquely new and individualistic about herself. Action is now internalized as the individual effects self contemplation in contrast to the external reality conditions.The individual can now understand the issues pertaining to the past, individually and collectively, and, in so doing, understand what experience, methods, or skills to use to foster the development of the new evolutionary purpose in an individual way.

180 degree

180 degree: at this evolutionary bridge the individual meaning given to the original evolutionary intent must now be given social meaning.In order to do so, the individuals must enter into social relationships in order to learn that he or she is an equal among others. The opposition produces a potential confrontation of will and clashing desires because the individual may feel that their personal power or sense of personal identity is being absorbed and lost through the necessity to interact with others. There may be a sense of losing control of the personal destiny, and the power to shape that destiny from a strictly egocentric pov. By necessarily having to develop a socialized or more expanded awareness of consciousness, to be pulled out of a self-oriented narcissiatic world, The individual may choose to resist the necessity: to return to the past Until the person succeeds in linking his or her individual purpose to a social need and becomes an equal socialized being, she will remain at this evolutionary

Social change

Social change occurs when enough people of like mind bond together to enforce change within, and relative to, the outmoded structure of society

human evolutionary state

Dimly evolved state: 2-3% of human race, who just evolving into human consciousness, having a very dim sense of personal awareness, A basic sense of occupying time & space. 

The herd state: 75%, whose identities are a mere extension of societal norms, beliefs, customs and taboos. In fact, this condition is the mainstream of society itself. It is society. These people do not seriously question what they r told to believe and think. Those have spent a long time in this state will develop the capacity to lead it.

The individuated state: 20%, who question the beliefs, customs, norms and taboos of society. They seek to discover their own individuality as distinct from society, desire to know and act upon their own natural laws, beliefs, values, needs, customs. They desire to discover these things from within themselves. A vibration of independence will permeate these individuals as they value the right of self-discovery and freedom

The spiritual state: 2-3% will attempt to understand their own life and others' lives in a universal holistic context. They desire to understand the nature of all creation in this context and commonly link themselves to spiritual ideas or teaching as the guiding principles in life. They r attempting to discover and therefore align themselves with timeless values, beliefs and truths that apply at all times.

foreigner

Sometimes I forgot I am in a foreign country, surrounded by Americans and I am different. Sometimes I was reminded of it.

state of being

What really matters is our “state of being,” the energy that we send forth, the energy that we are. It is not what we do but who we are that is the source of transformation.

flee

Often times, the attraction is so intense we have to flee.

Eighth House

Sun is in the Eighth House, which suggests a quality of intensity, passion, and depth in the character and underlying that, a deep tidal flow of energy, drives, and images welling up from the buried, taboo, instinctual realms of the human psyche

The inverted pyramid effect

The inverted pyramid effect allows us to pierce the balloon of our own self-inflated specialness or importance.

The necessary adjustments of humility, service to the whole and the purging of egocentric patterns of individual grandeur would be accomplished.

The intensity of the mental light exposes any dynamic, component that is not "perfect" or "right".

old patterns

People gravitate to old patterns because they are what we already are.

It blocks to further growth and evolution

We all have thoughts, moods, emotions, pov and so forth. How many of us are aware of how much these dynamics are conditioned by the past, and even further past?

security patterns

Most of us automatically gravitate to the path of least resistance. These security patterns are unconscious.

How many of us are aware of our security needs at an unconscious level?

Emotional shocks lead to the forced removal of behavioral patterns, and as a result, bringing about evolutionary leap because of the forced removal.

a universal context

Many people could care less about understanding themselves in a universal context, yet they still want to know what they should be doing.

subatomic particles

the subatomic particles in certain pairs, even when separated by the most considerable distances, can each instantly “know” what the other is doing. Particles have a quality known as spin and, according to quantum theory, the moment you determine the spin of one particle, its sister particle, no matter how distant away, will immediately begin spinning in the opposite direction and at the same rate.

polarization

Generally, polarization of peoples and nations has occurred rather than the necessary unity. Segments of the population have drawn lines in the dirt that staked out their particular points of view, self-interests, value associations and belief systems. These groups then challenged, or attempted to impose their views on any other segment that did not conform.

soul

Even the most sophisticated etymological dictionaries cannot trace the word "soul" to a definite origin. It is obscure, just as the spark of life is obscure.

splits

Wherever love splits apart, it will increase and return. It can go nowhere without meeting itself.

physical mind

Our physical mind doesn't what will happen in the next. It can only observe what happened.

the same things

When the same things continue to happen over and over no matter what I say, it feels like my efforts are all futile.

make sense

It's interesting how something doesn't make sense one day and does the next. Sometimes, something never really makes sense and I accept that, in the belief that I understand that something making no sense at all, makes sense.

arrogance

It was my arrogance to think that I could figure this out and make sense of it, or even feel it was all my responsibility

the future

The future isn't crystallized. It's a wavering, quivering web of possibilities.

people

people instinctively seek wholeness, or a completeness of their experience.

deep truth - notes

shouldn't this be scary for human being? a mere theory in the 19 century take over 21 century's textbook and main stream scientific thinking, because of the "wow" factor at that time.

thinking outside of any existing limitation can be appreciated. it doesn't mean it can become a new religion. denied one god, and created another right after...meaning, human's heart is still deeply wanting, the real origin of us, the source of all, and the deeper truth.

Starting

now it is my mode to go to new science and new spirituality books and forum from Gregg Braden 

nodes

"And as for soul purpose, I share a common yet sacred bias here, in saying that it is ultimately bound up with our growing ability to love and be loved."

"Modern science, with the exception of a few visionary quantum physicists like Fritjof Capra, Amit Goswami and Fred Wolf, has more or less painted itself into a corner with its unrelenting determination to reduce everything to material or neurological explanations.

go within

Feel what I feel, then go deeper. Then feel some more and go beyond wherever I get to.
When the heart connects with the Truth then there won’t be any more questions.

moment to moment awareness

工作

不是公司在养人，而是有能力在养没能力的人。

Flowers

Sent parents flowers.

Flowers have healing powers, should have them around all the time.

我所了解的东西

并不是所有人了解的东西。
也许任何人了解的东西都不被任何人了解。
用语言传递信息，这是最错误的。
这世界没有交流的必要，除非是灵魂直接对话。

I

put more faith in facts than in signs. And this is a time when reality counts.

soul values

Equality.
Freedom.
Justice.
Compassion.

Pluto - Volume II

"Nothing within the creation, including an individual's sense of self, can be known or understood unless it is related to something else."

Pluto - Volume I

"Soul is an immutable consciousness that has its own individuality or identity that remains intact from life to life."

understand ourselves in a holistic or universal context.

"in addition, these individuals have been learning necessary lessons in personal humility and self-doubt, discrimination, purification and self-improvement. These specific lessons have and will be developed through intense self-analysis."

"..symbolizing how individuals within a collective body, i.e. culture or society, learn to fulfill a specific function within the culture or society. each person, in any group of people from the most primitive to the most sophisticated, has a work-related function to assume in order to help sustain the entire group."

"On this basis, the individual's personal desire, needs, and times are 'sacrificed' in order to fulfill the desires of..."

"in either case, the lesson of personal sacrifice and service is learned."

"In either situation, the individuals with the sixth house pluto has necessarily had to learn practical methods, techniques, or skills in order to establish or apply their work-related function within the culture tribe or society."

"in effect, then, the inverted pyramid effect has been teaching these individuals to pierce the balloon of their own self-induced specialness or importance."

"there is much more concerning the totality of reality than just the reality that can be seen from the center of their own pyramids."

"those  with pluto in the sixth house have a very powerful mental x-ray or laser-like mind. the intensity of the mental light exposes any dynamic, component, or part of themselves that is not "right" or "perfect"."

【K/伏八】♥Psycho Love

在你的生命周期中总有那么一刻，你与本质上的你极度生疏

你不喜欢海贼王，只能说明你没看过海贼王

相爱相杀

还是最喜欢相爱相杀cp们了。

自古红蓝多cp，黑白从来是夫妻

僕がどんなに君を好きか、君は知らない

[K 鬼畜x傲嬌 猿美用]

僕がどんなに君を好きか、君は知らない

はじめからあきらめていたけど  

だけども好きで  

どうしようもないけれど

とにかくここまで来たよ  

会うたびにね仆は  

なんでもないふりした

いつまでだって君は  

気付かないふりしてくれたね  

もうやだよ

仆は疲れて 君も疲れて  

自分のこといやになってく  

どうでもいいね 考えるのは 仆ばっかり

君のこと思う夜长くて  

ふくらみすぎて  

君じゃない君にもう

胜手に恋してるかも

素颜见せる君は ほんとはどんなひと

どんなだって仆は

爱するけど ダメなんだね

もうやだよ  

君を憎んでしまいそうだよ

どんなに true love 强くっても

どうしようもない ことがあるって  

ねぇ言ってよ

ずっと会わなきゃ  

忘れてしまうだろうか  

仆にはどっちが 辛いことだろう

Do you know how much I love you?

No,you don't.

But I will always stay

the same for you    

※もうやだよ 好讨厌

こんな思いをなんでするのさ

どんなに true love 强くっても

どうしようもないことがあるって

ねぇ言ってよ

Yet as with most of those saints..

"Yet, as with most of those saints, people would not understand you. And when you tried to
explain your sense of peace, your joy in life, your inner ecstasy, they would listen to your
words, but not hear them. They would try to repeat your words, but would add to them.
They would wonder how you could have what they cannot find. And then they would grow
jealous. Soon jealousy would turn to rage, and in their anger they would try to convince you
that it is you who do not understand God.

And if they were unsuccessful at tearing you from your joy, they would seek to harm you, so
enormous would be their rage. And when you told them it does not matter, that even death
cannot interrupt your joy, nor change your truth, they would surely kill you. Then, when they
saw the peace with which you accepted death, they would call you saint, and love you again.
For it is the nature of people to love, then destroy, then love again that which they value
most."

Obama speech

:)

This is a time

This is a time that American expand and improve the group consiousness.
They should open the national discussion and culture discussion on issues, instead solve it right now, or leave it completely helplessness. Should encourage years and years all channels discussion, dialogue, at all level. This is a chance to grow as a culture.

Unfortunately, the politicians are handling these poorly right now.

Yes Minister

i will be very happy if someone give me The Complete Collection‏ of Yes Minister

Continue consciousness cleansing

in every level of oneself..in every multi-dimension or realities. starting to ground oneself, in a surely way.

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"The possibilities within each thought carries an infinite variety of outcomes depending upon where you place your attention."