my mission

I need to find my mission that only I can make it happen that I can put my passion and heart in it and have fun in doing it. I need to know what's it, sooner. I need to work with capable people who knows their own responsibilities, know how things work and how to make things work. I want my work to be intelligence exchange with colleagues, instead of worrying about them couldn't get things done, or for their having no clues on what needed to be done. I am tired of having to work like this. I don't want to be the only person who can get things done in an environment. It's wrong. What's teamwork? Teamwork is u do ur part, I do my part, and we all do our best to make the mission fulfilled. And if somebody cannot, we need to kick his butt. If someone really cannot do their part, then they r not teammates. Who is supplying those who cannot get work done? Not the company, it's those who can. In another word, it's the capables are supplying the incapables' life. not the boss nor the company is doing it. I need to find my mission and passion and move on. I know I have my timeline on these aspects of my life. I know there is a reason I have it here, an evolutionary reason. I know It's not time yet. I need to set up my higher goal for two years later. After nine years "apprentice" time. If I don't look forward on my higher mission, it is hard to go thru the low level energy environment. I always wanted to get out, only until now I know clearly for what reason. The energy I am here with doesn't resonant with the one I have been learning from spiritual level. quite opposite. I need lots of energy to bring myself up, or separate from the energy that job generated daily. Why I have to live and work this way. It doesn't represent my highest excitement. I know there is evolutionary purpose of it, but I grow out of it now. I want change. I don't have to attach to here. Or to anywhere, since I have no attachment to anywhere anyone.